Thinking of you / Donna Mother Of Christina Valle Read >>
Thinking of you / Donna Mother Of Christina Valle Thinking of you today and your family to. I pray you keep your strength and remember all the good memories of Jimmy. Just remember we will see our angels again someday. Blessings to all that loved and miss Jimmy.Close
Just wanted to bring you a bouquet of flowers and listen to your sweet music for a bit. Your talent is truly amazing, Jimmy. How wonderful for your family & friends to be able to come here and still hear your voice.
Your sis & I have become so close & I feel so blessed. After I lost Milo I felt so empty inside & no one could reach me.
Then Katie came along, and you know the rest.
I have to thank you and Milo, as I'm quite certain you two were instrumental in setting it all up. In fact, I KNOW you were!!!!!
Now what? What am I suppose to do? What would you do with all this mess? Do I just throw my hand up and say, whatever will be will be and not stress it? Do I fight and claw to save this, the last real family home we've had? You know as Dad it's all not that hard, but the mess he has made these last 20 or so years is unbearable. What do I do with it all? Everyday it's something new, a new problem, a new bill, a new issue....We have become father and daughter again, and I wont trade that part of it, but what do I do with the rest of it. Why, did you not step up and say "Damn it, enough is enough" He respected you, everything you said and did. Were you scared? Scared you'd loose the little bit of love he gave. Did you see all the damage he was causing to himself, physically, emotionally, mentally, financially? Every single aspect of his life, seems to be a mess. So now what? I am not blaming you for anything, he was the parent and you the child.... I am just so confussed of what is expected of me at this point. No more hints, damn it, just come right out and tell me what you think we should do!!!!! I Love You so much, I cant believe I am here left all alone to deal with this, without any insight from his other children... I am so lost in all this mess, I dont know where to start next. You are so missed, Jimmy Bobo, for so many reasons.
Play me a song, Please? Bigger than the SKY!!! Katie Close
Just thinking of you . . . / Marla Williamson (a friend, forever . . . )Read >>
Just thinking of you . . . / Marla Williamson (a friend, forever . . . )
September 22, 2006
Hi there, Jimmy,
Just wanted you to know that you've been walking back and forth across my memory.
I was talking to your beautiful sister, Katie, this morning, and realized how similar you & Milo are. That must be why we are all together - I mean, you & Mi are together, and Katie & I are together, but you guys are only a breath away.
We talk about you two so often and it's really wonderful to be able to share memories with someone so special as your sis is. I feel so blessed that God gave her to me as a friend after Milo died, and I am so delighted to be her friend. As you know, tried & true friends don't come along very often!!
So I hope you & Milo are having a blast in that realm we call heaven. Just doesn't seem fair that you got to go there first!! But by the time we get there, you'll know all of the best sights to see & places to go!!
So, we'll see you by and by. Till then, remember who loves and misses you,
A Fire! / Katie (Sister)
A Fire, I am not going to say things couldnt get worse, we all seem to know that they can, but really, I think I am loosing my mind here and not real sure of how much more I cant take. I am grateful, dont get me wrong that Kevin is ok, and he could of died, carbonmonoxide poisoning, some burns, and a whole lot of fear right now. I can only believe that you were there with him. Funny the things that didnt burn, Your pictures, your ashes, the grandfather clock, the hutch... all things sitting right next to stuff that is total destroyed. Imagine that Huh? Ok, so now what do I tell our father? Do I tell him anything at all. He wants to go home Jim, whether that be home to FL or home with you and Jason, that is where he wants to be. Without you =home to FL is such an out of the realm option, I mean he can really do NOTHING for himself, no feeding, no dressing, no shaving. He wants to drink, what do I do? He's always telling me if Jimmy was here he would get me a drink, would you? Part of me feels that he is NOT going to get better, so why not? Why not let him be happy the only way he knows how, in the time he has left. The other part of me knows it surely is to take this life from him much more quickly, but he is miserable. My life as I knew it, is gone. My life with Jon as I knew it, is becoming very hard. So now what? Do I remain the daughter and do what I morally feel is right. Do I say, he never cared and damn sure wouldnt of even sent me a card, if the shoe was on the other foot, so let the chips fall where they may for him? I really have no answers, I keep asking the same questions, but nothing seems to give. I pray, I talk to you, I go over the same things time and time again in my mind, What is Right? Well I ask once again that you shed some light on all of this for me? Not a little night light, I need a spot light to understand. So now I go, 21 times to the bathroom tonight already and it's only 3am, how many more will there be? I really need some sleep. Thank you so much for Kevin being OK, I am so glad he didnt travel to you, I still need him very much. Thanx that no one got hurt. Thanx that there is still a home, that MAYBE, so day he can go home to. With ALL my heart Jimmy Bobo, I Love You! Bigger than the SKY!
count the time in 1\4 tones / Layla Maples (friend)
To be here now 1 yr since you've gone on. I hope you know how much you influence my life. The things I say, do, and feel are constant reminders of you. In the music I hear your voice. There are unexpected times still where I try to catch the tears before they fall. Out of nowhere they seem to come. I'm still at a loss for words. I miss you so much, and there are so many times I've wished you were there, little moments of my soul's journey that just seem empty without you to share it with. I know your presence is there, you are there, I feel you, I just can't see you. I miss you most when I try not to. I wish there was a way to hear your voice, and what you would say from where you are. The things you could tell me now, huh? I know you know about my father, I've taken to a relationship with him since I've heard about your experience with your family that had been at a time somewhat distant. I've been to see him, and now I wait for him to come to me. He'll be here to live with me in about a week. Yeah, I know, it's a jump... don't miss it though. Be there on this with me. I know it'll be hard. Having to let him go at the same time of letting him into my life. I don't know how much time he has left, but I'll try to make it count however short it will be. As I prepare my heart for his departure from this world I'll be thinking of you... all the things I would have done, said.... if I'd had the chance with you. I won't let it pass by this time. I'll try not to be so sad when he passes on, 'cause I know Y'all are gonna have a blast together. I can't wait to get there myself. To all of those out there missing Jimmy, we're not alone. We've got each other, and if you listen closely, if you're open to it you'll hear, feel, know it is him. If the house is rockin'don't bother knockin' Love To All, Layla
Just a reminder for Katie, her family, and Jimmys friends, Jimmy is with you all in spirit constantly and so therefore you are also with him. My love and prayers to all of you. I am so sorry that I am late getting this sent but I have not felt well and have been on the sites very little untill today. But you are always in my heart Katie. One Love, Rosemary
A Year Ago Today / Katie (Sister)
A year ago today, I could not imagine how I was continue in this world without you, I had been crushed, My baby brother and best friend was gone. Although it didnt take me long to find out that we would be spending more time together in the next year than we have probably spent together in our whole mortal lives. I want to thank you for still being here, for still being a part in all that I do and love. I am not going to lie to you and tell you it's been easy not to call you on the phone (I have you know, just to listen to your voice on the voice mail) or see your smiling face, but trust that I do hear you and feel your love. I still stand in awe of your presence. I remember so many good things about our mortal time together, it makes me smile. More than anything I want you to know... what I do now, I do in your honor, I am proud to walk a mile in your shoes. There are times the tears still fall, but I know it is only my selfish human nature that could expect you to want to be here and not in the realm in which you travel. So until I get there, till we all get there, keep shinning on us less fortunate souls, the time will come soon when we will all dance together again. I Love You, Jimmy Gaudreau, Bigger than the SKY! More that you could of ever imagined. I am PROUD to be your sister.
Today, Tomorrow and Forever, Your Sister, Katie
ps: I dont really believe today is any different for you, for time has no meaning and being an angel everyday I know is simply AWESOME. Close
From the time you were just an itty, bitty baby, you've had angels watching over you, guiding and protecting you constantly.
And then one day you became an angel.
And I've heard rumor that today is your very first Angel Birthday.
So, I just wanted to say thanks for watching over your sister, Katie, and all the rest of your loved ones. I know you walk one step behind them each and every day.
Love with all your heart, ANYTHING can happen between Yesterday and Tomorrow.
Well a year ago on a Monday just like tonight, you called. Why did you really call that night, did you know your fate? You told me you loved me, I miss hearing that. Life is very different without you. Dad and I have gotten closer, not sure if by choice or by chance. Did you know when you left he would come to live with me? Still leaves me in awe. Chris, is doing good, with the help of your angelic presence I believe all things are possible for him Kevin's staying at Dads, using your fishing pole, I find that a comfort in knowing that you are with him. Deena, we dont talk often enough, but she is doing the best she knows how, still missing the hell out of you. Crystal, and Cyla, are ok, wish you could push some damn sense into that boyfriend of hers head, I hope he grows up someday and makes her happy. I know if you were here things would be so very different. Funny to think as my little brother Jim, being the calm sensible Gaudreau, guess it's true you dont know what you've got till it's gone. Well I'm gonna try to get some sleep, Dad keeps things hoppin. If I could have one wish it would be to talk to you again, on this Monday night. I miss you, little brother, more than you could of ever imagined.