In Loving Memory  / Leann Stadeli Ryans Mom
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Memorial Day  / Rosemary

Thinking of you angel on 
Memorial Day. 
Love to your family.

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Happy Memorial Day JimmyG  / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )

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Blessing in Disguise  / Deena Robyn (Heart & Soul )
Vengeance is mine so sayeth the lord...I've been wondering about retribution and now that it's here I can't help to feel sorry for those whose karma is finally caught up.  One can only live a lie for so long no matter how desperate one is to keep it living and believing it.

I was so angry to learn of the lies that you were told only to keep you from so many that loved and still love you.  It's so selfish, so cruel and so human to fear that those you love could be lost because your faith is just not strong enough to let them know all love.  I do believe we are all guilty of this fear.  I always found it ironic that this man could hold others up to God's law and yet did he ever see his reflection in this words?

Perhaps we should be hateful, angry and want to point our fingers in judgement towards those who have so cruelly held guilt as their weapon against us.  You my love, have no need for these sorrows now.  You have not only paid back your worth with your life (literally) but he who has judged you has recieved his payment, squandered it and now will be held up to the light only to be exposed to his most favored angel.  How God will forgive him, I know not.  How his children will be able to look upon him, I cannot say.  The tide of time has finally come upon his house of sand and it is slipping from under him.  It's a shame he raised his most precious gifts so hastily and yet they have such kind hearts to want to help him in this time of greed, selfishness and uncertainty.  

Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise. Perhaps with this exposure he will recieve the help that so many fear would be his demise.  I have wished alot in this lifetime and everytime I speak to God he answers.  Just have to remember to be specific.  I know we talked about when the time came for this man to pass and how you would handle it.  I am glad you are not here now as we never knew to discuss this.  It's amazing how love can blind you to the obvious. 

I cannot say or presume to know how you would handle this...perhaps its just not something that can be handled.  Perhaps the house of sand must slip away in order to expose the supportive earth shone with the light of day.  The true self exposed is a freedom that perhaps this man will be blinded by and in his impairment will seek humility and be healed by it.  I think healing has been a long time coming for someone who has run from himself for so long and chose not to listen to those who had healing words.  It has been hard for those who have continuously put their hand out only to have it slapped away. 

I am sorry for this time.  I pray that those who put all their faith in their love for this man will have hope and mercy in their grief and dispair.  Mercy especially for it is the kindest of gifts to bestow. 

I pray mercy for you my sweet, my love, my heart and soul.  Jim, in my selfishness and humanity I am aching with my soul for your presence and wishing you to know this truth and yet I am glad for you to not know of it this way.  For you to see it with a pure heart and spirit, from where you are I know you can see the weakness in us all and  forgive us as our transgressions. 

I have loved you beyond this lifetime. I knew you when I met you and I pray you have found the peace within your soul that you have so greatly been searching for.  I pray that you have found this peace within the truth shown to you gently by God.  In his infinite wisdom he does grace us all with his love and omniscience.

All that I care about in this situation is that the generous matriarch that has touched us all with her glowing spirit be cared for and supported.  We cannot know how these wrongs will be righted.  I pray God will provide for the meek shall inherit...and she is truly a righteous spirit truly deserving of all the goodness God has to offer.  

May you be her Angel my sweet love as I know you are watching carefully to be sure what is right and just to occur.  You know how I am about justness.

I love you, Jim.  I am glad for your love as are we all...in all it's humanity and intangibility.  It is truly something that can never be repaid and only can we be thankful and humbled by it's grace and calm.  It truly was like a blanket of comfort for me to be so close to you in body and spirit.  I am so thankful to God for bestowing such gloriousness upon my soul.  

And in this glory I found  darkness in the light and thus light in the darkness ... I pray his light be omnipresent at this time in your earthly family's life.  It's something that cannot be understood but only lived and left to God to heal.

I'll keep good thoughts within my mind and pray for God to reveal to me what ever I may do to help in this situation.  I find that as God seems to be further from me that he is always right beside me the entire time as are you my sweet Jim.

"Sometimes you get shown the light in the strangest of places if you look at it right...".  "When a witness tells you their story, then too shall you become a witness."  

I am so glad to have been a witness to you ... I hope you keep my love forever as I wanted you to take it, keep it, cherish it, trust it and believe it to be as you are...eternal.

With my whole heart, Jim, I love you.
Faithfully, 
Deena Robyn

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For Katie and your siblings  / Rosemary (friend)

For you Katie. Judie made it but I wanted to share it with ya.

 

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Just wanted to share . . .  / Marla Williamson (Forever Friend )

In a beautiful blue lagoon on a clear day,
a fine sailing ship spreads its brilliant
white canvas in a fresh morning breeze and
sails out to the open sea.
 We watch her
glide away magnificently through the deep
blue and gradually see her grow smaller and
smaller as she nears the horizon. 
Finally,
where the sea and sky meet, she slips silently
from sight, and someone near me says, 'there,
she is gone!'

Gone where? Gone from sight. That is all. 

Blessings,
marla

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A Poem for You, Katie . . .  / Marla (Forever Friend )

HOPE


I know,
as surely as I know how to breathe,
that you are with me always.
You are closer to me now
than ever before
and the only difference
is that instead of opening my eyes to see you,
now I must open my heart.

by sandy goodman


Thinking of you,
marla & milo

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Just Came to Sit and Talk  / Katie (Sister)
My Little Brother,

    What's happenin, out there in your realm? I sure do miss you.  Although I guess everything happens for whatever reason and it's probably a good thing your at peace.  I can only imagine how pissed you'd be right about now........  I dont know what to do!  So can you send me some insight on what you think is right?
    It's just Chris and I now, and I'm so far away from Florida and even futher from Costa Rica, I know there is no hate or anger in your heart, but do you already know how things will unfold?
    I guess my request would be to light a path, and do what you can to see that it's followed, so the our loved ones may see the realm that you now travel.
    My own selfishness wants you to be here, to take care of all this, to help take care of all this....... to calm my rage.   In my heart I'm glad it's something that you dont have to experience with mortal emotions.

                                                                               Bigger than the SKY!
                                                                                         Katie

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"OUR ANGEL"  / Johnette Moninger (Friend)

 

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Happy Mothers Day  / Rosemary
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For Mom of Jommy on Mothers day.  / Valerie Haslett
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Mother's Day  / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )

Mother You filled my days with rainbow lights,
fairytales and sweet dream nights,
A kiss to wipe away my tears,
Gingerbread to ease my fears.
You gave the gift of life to me,
And then in love, you set me free.
I thank you for your tender care,
for deep warm hugs and being there.
I hope that when you think of me,
A part of you, you'll always see.

Love Jimmy

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our angels  / BETH Dickerson (Jimmy's Mom )
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Jimmy G. Here's one just for you  / Layla Maples (Friend)
Well now, here it comes. The one that tells all for the ones that didn't know. I had to write this one. I was sitting there one day playing a little jingle, 3 chord wonder, that you had shown me one day, and as the first line came to me my significant other had begun to sing his own version of what was to be written. Since I had been playing the chords aimlessly and over and over again, the words that fell from my significant other's lips became the chorus. I couldn't help but to laugh right out loud, because as I was thinking of yet another song in your memory, and the words Joe had come up with, how it seemed to fall together all in the same knot of time, makes for an interesting, and off beat combination. Joe has got to be getting tired of the content of my music that he must listen to day in, and day out. But he takes it like a champ. 

                                                         Jimmy G

Well, he rolled right off of the stage and he sat down in between
My mother and me
Said, "Hi, my name is Jimmy G
Can I get you a thing?
Is there a song you want me to sing?"
Said "Jimmy give me some blues!"

Hey, Jimmy can you show me a thing or two
About what you do?
I wanna play that thing like you
I can't do not a thing about your situation
'Cause I've got mine 
And she wouldn't want me hangin' around with you

If it's meant to be know that I'm gonna see you again
But I don't know when
And he got back up and he played me the blues!
                    
~chorus~
I can't take it anymore
It's drivin' me insane
She just keeps playin' over and over and over and over again
The same old song about the same old damn friends
That I don't know
Man, I wish she'd just let it go!

Other side of the town in a different time and place
He turned around to see who
"It's not so hard to believe that it's you
Come on  up on the stage and won't ya' sing you a song with me"
I guess to see what I knew
"Yeah, we've got a lot of work to do"

I didn't have not a clue but my heart was screamin' the blues
He told me"you can do whatever you want to 
and if it means anything I believe in you"
Then the words of a long lost stranger sank down in my veins
Like a thousand runaway trains
and it just keeps goin' on and on and on and on and

If it's meant to be know that I'm gonna see you again 
But I don't know when
And he got back up and he played me the blues!

I can't take it any more
It's drivin' me insane
She just keeps playin' it over and over and over and over again
The same old song about the same old friends
That I don't know
Man, I wish she'd just let it go

I can't do not a thing about your situation
"Cause I refuse 
Not to give it back to the one that gave me the blues
Oh, no he's not the love of my life back then
But it's what he introduced me to
And it's the love of the blues that brought me to you
So, if you find yourself a problem with my best friend
Maybe you should think it again
'Cause if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be standin' 
Where I am

If you can't take it anymore
I understand
but, I just keep playin' it over and over and over and over again
The same old song about the same old friends
I wish you could know
Man, so maybe you'd just let it go
And let me play you the BLUES!

                                Layla Maples
                                In memory of Jimmy G
  "Sometimes you get shown the light in the strangest of places if you look at it 
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Precious Jimmy  / BETH Dickerson (Jimmy's Mom )

Precious Child Remembered

 

I know that you are hurting
I know just how you feel.
The pain deep inside your heart
you feel it can't be real.

I know what's going through your mind,
Thoughts that cloud it through the day.
I am on the road you're traveling now.
It can be handled, there's a way.

Don't fight the tears you're feeling,
you must just let them flow.
Speak of your child daily
to many people that you know.

Find others who can understand
they'll hold you as you cry.
The questions, we have all asked,
all the hows and every why.

I will always think of our child,
No one will have to say a word.
They will remain in our hearts
our precious child remembered.

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Good Nite  / Katie (Sister)
I looked upon a star one night, and saw my angel’s wings in flight.
And as he hovered overhead, I smiled and snuggled into bed.
                                                           Good Nite, Jim, I Love You,
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A Poem From Jimmy . . .  / Marla Williamson Milo's Mom (Froever Friend )

Don't Cry For Me

Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not here, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn's rain.

When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft star that shines at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not here, I did not die.

Author Unknown




I Love You,

BIGGER THAN THE SKY!!

Jimmy

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A Burning Torch . . . .  / Marla Williamson (Mom Of Milo )

Hi Jimmy,

I found this torch & put it on Milo's site - He told me he wants you to have one as well since you guys are "Buds."
So, In Remembrance of Your Life, this torch will forever burn . . .



Love ya,
Marla & Milo

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Remembering YOU, Jimmy . . .  / Marla Williamson Milo's Mom (Friend)

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Jimmy - You & Katie Are Always In My Prayers . . .  / Marla Williamson Milo's Mom (Angel Friend )

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